whatever i touch

what i really enjoy about leaving kappa most: softer toilet paper.

there are very few things that i like about leaving kappa, but that is one of them. this morning i was rudely reminded that we do not have soft toilet paper. it is quite the opposite.

i suppose that can be something i can look forward to when i get my own place.

lately the future has been stressing me out. i'm trying to think of new options for my living situation, but the more options i get, the more stressed out i get, and the more stressed out i get, the more emotional i get, and the more emotional i get, the more i want to shut down and cry and the more i want to shut down and cry, the more i get frustrated with myself because i am not in control; never have been, never will be.

when will my tiny little mind accept the fact that i am not the one making the calls in my life?

it's going to be okay

...and i just wanna be ok, be ok, be ok, i just wanna be ok today. i just wanna know today, know today, know today, i just wanna know something today...